Jacque Findlay

Well, its official...I turned my notice in to the theatre. My last day will be January 1st. It's totally weird, scary, awesome, and just great all at one time. I will be working at Applebees as a host for a while, then a server. I dont know how long I will be there. I want to get my credit card paid off and then go from there. Now that I have quit the theatre its like now I have to decide what I want to do. I have no idea. Thats what made quiting so scary. I dont know what to do next. This year....man....it sucks.

I LOVE YOU SASCHA, GET WELL SOON!! This year had a very enthusiastic beginning. I started with an optimistic outlook. I lost 40lbs by March. I had been in therapy for 4 months and felt like I might just be able to resolve some of my issues. I was ready to start dating, I was putting myself out there, and I genuinely felt like I could deal with the negatives in my life. I had one of the most fun summers of my life. Vacations, even 30 minutes from my home, were blissful . Yes there were still negative things going on that sometimes made me want to hurl, but overall I was coping. Then in a blink of an eye everything changed. Sascha invited me over to her house because she wanted to talk. I had a work party at my house later so I showed up in my orange skirt and short denim jacket worried about what she wanted and how long it was going to take. I pulled up to see Jayson leaving on his motorcycle and I was instantly irritated. This was the first time I had actually seen him since I knew Sas...

Yes, I did go back to Forks. IT WAS FANTASTIC. Not quite as magical as the first time. It wasnt as wet so that took away some of the mist that was so important, but it was still amazing. The beaches were my favorite part, mostly because they were free of spiders, as opposed to everywhere else we went. Arlena and I took our time driving down the coast and stopping at beaches. We also hit some new movie hot spots. See pics below. I also went to San Diego this summer. We went to Matts wedding, which was beautiful. And then we went to Sea World and the beach. It was awesome. Jumping waves was really fun. A little scary, but awesome.

This is my good friend and homie Jen Baumann. She happens also to be my cousin. Not only is she a hysterically fun person to be around, but she is also an amazing sales woman. She has managed to sell me half the Lia Sophia Catalog. I have decided to spotlight her due to some incompetence, on my part, in my earlier post. Jen has two super cute kids and a husband that looks like Orlando Bloom, or so I think. If you are interested in hearing more about Jen host a Lia Sophia Party and she will come right over.

I know it has been a while since I updated my blog. Sorry. I know you have all been sitting on the egde of your seats waiting for what will happen next. Well first well go with a quick vacation update. I had twelve days off in a row and didnt know what to do. So I sat at home a lot, but we did go to Wyoming for 3 days and went 4-wheeling. That was fun even though we didnt see any wildlife. I was hoping to get pictures, but thats okay. It was still fun. My mom and I went to the Spa with was super relaxing. I bought my cats the cutest cat condo. I got a picture of Nessie sleeping on it. She opened her eyes just as I snapped the picture and she looked so pissed. Like leave me the hell alone. lol. My Mom, Brother, and I went 4-wheeling up Cottonwood Canyon. That was fun too, although it was a little rocky. Anyway I posted pictures with captions below, so scroll down. So you know how sometimes you have a thought that is followed by the strangest feeling. Kind of like for the first time you ...

So I have some vacation time I want to use while its still warm, but I have no idea where to go. Do I want to spend my time traveling around Utah, or do I want to go out of the state, and if so where? Please someone tell me what I want to do. Anyone up for Vegas or California ;)